Angry Black Man

Aight so the first part of my name is Furious webster defines this as " exhibiting or goaded by anger or giving a stormy or turbulent appearance". I have never been one to be generous with smiles and no Im not smiling on the inside either. Theres no big bright  winking sun in my world with singing flowers and break dancing squirrels. Thats a luxury i know nothing of. Im usually in thought so my demeanor is often a serious one. I do have alot of anger in me that is channeled through various avenues. When one does not know how to channel this anger they become an insufferable ass hole who walks around making everyone's  life miserable. Those are miserable and bitter people. Usually how one feels internally reflects externally. Im unapologetic for my disposition. So why are you so angry? I see so much injustices  on a daily basis. Some of which I'm searching for the right  solutions to resolve these problems. Some of them  I have no direct control over it and it saddens me. On top of that  there is stress and  situations that I have to deal with unwillingly. I seek personal retribution as well but I wont speak any further on that.  I believe happiness is measured individually on a scale  that is molded from higher expectations that  exceeds one's current lifestyle. Due to the terms and conditions of what does make me happy  unfortunately it is no longer attainable. This fulfillment  cannot be substituted. My focus is now directed  toward gaining  insight and peace. In the midst of that pursuit there is times where  I want to curse folks out and force choke the  shit out of people ... word to Darth Vadar. I refrain from this and react in a more suitable manner. The sentiment that remains with me is still heavy though. As patient as I am there  are certain things I refuse to tolerate. All that is worthy will have my unyielding patience. My life is W.A.R. which means Weighting Aggression Responsibly. Acting strategically with intelligence separates you from those who behave recklessly. Anger can cloud ones judgment and may cause one to speak carelessly.You are responsible for your own words and actions that you put in space. Anger has to be converted to fuel that will keep you driven  but your intent ultimately must be one of peace. There is no other way. If I had the opportunity I would be on the other side of the world in some form of solitude meditating with monks instead of dealing with much of this nonsense. However this cant be at this point . I have no other choice but to make the best out of a bad situation and maintain..

In a world that capitalizes off of others ignorance when you become aware of the systematic deception and rebel against it you become a threat. Its like in the Matrix when the freedom fighters become unplug and they discover that the world they live in is a lie. They have a new sense of awareness.Once they return into the matrix the agents see them as a threat so they are constantly under attack. That level of Intelligence is viewed as a threat. . When you wise up and become aware and seek positive change negativity will closely follow.You will be provoked. It truly is a spiritual and metaphysical matter.  I suppose on the surface I will appear as  a Angry Black Man but far from the stereotypical format.  Beyond  the rage there is tranquility.  So I will remain merciless yet my position is zen. Its  a perfect blend a centrifugal force that comes  from within!